Sometimes we need some creativity to show our love to the beloved one...Hehe...First try after not doing any artwork for quite a long times ..Just a simple handmade card done in 10 minutes...Yeay!!!Its only for you..(^_^)

The Bee is Him...and The Flower is Me......(^_^)...

 

A face to Remember.......(^_^).......

 

 Fly to My Beloved Hasbullah......(^_^)....

It was such a long time..haven't write anything in this blog....yeap!!!the new update..Admitted to the hospital for two times...huhu...1st time is admitted to GH on 23rd September 2010 due to the ovarian cyst...the doctor said i need to do the surgery to remove the cyst..But, unfortunately the surgery was KIV to 27 Oct 2010...gosh....I can't handle the pain anymore...They give me some pain killer. The doctor said that my condition still ok since i never had any fever yet...So they expecting no bleeding from the cyst...how come they can easily make that assumption..So, i am decided to discharge from the hospital on that 25th Sept 2010....

When i was at home, the pain come again, especially to my left leg and my waist....The pain is really2 bad...I was thinking that i need to go to private hospital....So, on next Monday (27th Sept 2010), i went to Johor Specialist..Met the Gynea specialist for the consultation...doing the ultrasound everything, than the doctor said, the size of the cyst is already about 5cm....(as what i remember when i was in GH, it was just 4cm - it was just 2 days, the cyst become more larger)..Then plus the pain on my left leg and waist, the doctor was advised to do the surgery as soon as possible..He said that i have no choice. He was expecting that the cyst is bleeding, and it was more worry, if the cyst going twisted, it will give an effect to my ovary..that can cause extremely excruciating pain and shock!! 

Then, i was admitted again to the hospital on the same day..They have arranged for my surgery on the next day (Tuesday-28th Sept 2010)..The doctor said they will use 'laparoscopic' method..It will less complications and speedy recovery! In fact i can being discharged on the next day after having the procedure. but it will  considering my complaints after the surgery. I am quiet nervous since this is my first experience having the surgery...haha..i was remembered, i am shivering when they brought me to the operation room...Deep inside my heart, i was 'Istighfar' and pray that He will make the surgery done easily and no complications after the surgery...The surgery take not so long time..Around 1 hour ++...It was about from 4pm -5.45pm..

Alhamdulillah...^_^ ...Everything done...Even it felt hurt....but i was more comfort...The cyst was removed...Luckily being in the private..They are taking care of me very2 well..I have not so much problems to complaint anything..Hehe...Even, everybody can visits me anytime...^_^...On the next day, supposed to be i can discharge, but since i have some complication to my waist, then i need to stay for another 1 day..The doctor said it was maybe effect from the surgery..Got some medical attention on that day...then Alhamdulillah... i was discharged on the next day...(30th Sept 2010)...

Yeah!!!Going back to the home...i was got another 2 weeks medical leave...will rest at home..But, i can't do so much things at home, just can eat certain type of foods,...It just like a mother after having a baby...hehe...Everthing done my by mom..Thanks Mom!!!Thanks Dad!!!Thanks Yani for accompany me every night when i was in the hospital...Thanks also to all friends for your visits!!!

Another person that i want to thanks him very2 much...My beloved one...Mr.Hasbullah. Bin Sanusi..Thanks dear!!Always be by my side...Gives your sweet words to calm me....Sacrifice your time, just to be with me....i am really2 love you dear!!!!Thanks for everything!!!Hope, He will make our life..our plan go easily....Ameen!!!...<3...(^_^).....

Just come back to refresh....with a new chapter of my life...on 05 August 2010...Hope to be success in my career...my future life dunia and akhirat....to get married soon!!!yaa....This is a very hot topic...Everybody keep asking...hehehe...Just go with the flow...Insyaallah...He have some good planning for me....Ameen....(^_^)

For now, i didn't have any good memories to share...work...work...n work...Quite busy with the projects...Currently got 5 ongoing projects that sometimes i felt so tired...Meeting..meeting...n meeting...With no assisstant...Need to do everything by myself...This is quite hard for me but it actually teach me...i hv gained a lot of knowledge especially on technical/construction aspect. To achieve my goal for being a successful landscape architect...(^_^)..

Friends!!!!officemate!!!One of the officemate resigned...and it will be another two by this month... All of them are the close person to me..The person who help me a lot in my urgent tasks...hangout for release....dinner...bowling...huh....I can't imagine what the environment is after this....with a new junior that we need to trained them....waiting for them to adapt with the office environment....everything...For myself..hopefully, i can easily accept this new office environment...For my kindness boss and seniors...Thanks for your supports...Really appreciate it!!!

Terangkanlah, terangkanlah
Jiwa yang berkabut, langkah penuh dosa
Bila masa, telah tiada, kereta kencana datang tiba-tiba
Air mata dalam duka, tak merubah ceritanya
Hanya hening dan berjuta tanya
Dalam resah, dalam pasrah

Terangkanlah, terangkanlah
Hati yang mengeluh, saat hilang arah
Detik waktu, yang memburu
Detik yang tak pernah kembali padaMu

Terangilah, terangilah
Bimbing kami dalam langkah
Ampunilah, maafkanlah
Dosa hidup sebelum diakhir masa

Ya Allah biha Ya Allah biha
Ya Allah bi Husnul Khatimah...

(^_^)....20 August 2009..x sangka..mlm itu..aku jumpe kawan2 lama aku masa zaman aku kecik2 dulu...hehe...one of them is amezul (amy)..kebetulan amy balik m'sia..cuti..my fren amy ni die blaja kat uk..future doctor..insyaallah...then kitorang pun hangout lah..pi makan2..then ade hafises...2 org hafis yg aku ng amy gelar hafis besar and adik hapis..hehe..hari first mase kitorang kuar pi makan2 kat hutan bandar je..the hafises ckp chicken chop kat situ sedap n murah..but finally hafises je yg mkn chicken chop..aku ng amy..carik nasi lah ape lagi..aku dah lah sememangnye lapar amat masa tu..seharian aku x mkn...kebetulan balik dr meeting kan...the next day..ktorang pi makan nasi lemak kat senibong...hehe..bagi feel sket masa makan..floating dining...haha...xtahan on dat nite adik hafis bawak kete aku masa parking terlanggar divider sket..takut sgt die..nk ganti lah..ape lah...hehe.then balik tu terus x nk bawak lagi kereta..amy lah yg bawak..kitorang jln2 pusing stulang, lepak2 kat danga jap..tgk2 suasana..then pi night market kat pandan..hehe...bwk derang jln2...sronok gak rase...bile dh besar2 berkumpul..terbukak sgala crita..haha...klakar2...after this, the next is december..yeay..come quick december..amy janji nk balik m'sia..so planning for jalan2...best2..hehe...happy moments...(^_^)...